When i knew about my trip to ireland i did not know why i fear from it , it is nice oppurtunity in work and wonderful life experience to live there for almost 1 month . but i continue in fear no idea why , when i reached my destination i started to know why and day after day image get clear.... simply because i will face my personality and will see my image in the mirror of life .. the truth i cover with my masks.....anatomy of my naked personality , it is not covered anymore ....face it man ... you cannot leave alone ... you scare to death from being abandoned and now you are, you are alone away from family and friends .... you fear of social interaction with others and in practical semi racist community social life becomes tough , you turn to Allah and convinece yourself you manage toto keep your rituals in very bad conditions and wait for God to change your life into pink color all around you.... you see the light in cute girl you just knew and how to bring the entemcy to life and how you wait.... you torn the papers like what you did in your childhood ... i am in misery ... you scream ... i can live normally here you can't imagine ....you scream and scream calling for help ...enjoy the pain ... enjoy the big dilemma ... and the scene must go on ....bring the new born relation to death the only light must go dim again ....return to the comfort zone again ....except one thing this zone does not exist here in the place you fear to stay in .... no one will allow you to set it here .....you go to streets and you see real you and know now that all life was midnight summer dream ....with no big words ... life is meant to be lived ... mistakes are the signs of healthy person ...smile is the weapon erase all sadness ... true faith is the tranquility of believer .....and true love is one that sustains ....be the man stand up for the right to BE.
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